cyanesfaith's Journal

Changes of the season
So, its now October....Jason has diasappeared from the internet. He is saying he may never come back and if he does? It won't be for at least a year. Tristan? Well she's history as well. I still have my friend Shawnda which is great but I wish I had my friends back. October is a really depressing time for me. The change of the seasons indicate snow to come in the next couple of months. Summer is always more uplifting for me and winter? Well enough said hehe. I've decided after some considerable thought that I should start going back on medications again for my depression. This is not healthy for me and I realize that. Oh by the way, I have a new computer now. :) Its pretty great too. I also have high speed internet. So I will be making a new AIM screenname soon to make up for losing aol. I've also joined the Maple Story community as well as started playing Everquest and SIMS 2. Well I'll write more later on. Right now Kurisu is like the only person who reads this lol. I hope to change that soon. I will be getting the pay subscription for LJ in the near future. I'll write again soon.

Current Mood: numb
Current Music: Advantage Lucy - ??

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